Feelings Failed Me...

If I could force feelings, I would make you the happiest person on the planet.
If I could control feelings, I would keep myself joyful everyday.
If I could force feelings, I would make you understand.
If I could control feelings, I would paint my heart and pour it out to you.
If I could force feelings, I would make you care more than I do.
If I could control feelings, I would show you how much or how little I care.
If feelings could be forced, I would make you love me.
If feelings were in my control, I would stop myself from loving at all.
If feelings could be forced, I would turn your silence to words, just to hear the truth.
If feelings were in my control, I would turn my frustrations to focus and my misery to motivation.
If feelings could be forced, I would make you empathize without understanding.
If feelings were in my control, I would never let my anger become an obstacle.
But alas.
Feelings cannot be forced.
Feelings cannot be controlled.
Feelings don't express themselves.
I failed my feelings.
Feelings failed me...